my fault.. i am sorry

Bismillah..

this is all my fault.. i admit it, ya Allah..
maybe the bad is from shaytaan, yes i knew already but i did it..
its my bad..to repeat my mistakes again and again..

i'm sorry Allah,,
i'm sorry syg.. these are all my fault.. ini semua salah mama.
u have the right to left all..
if you feel leaving me also will be better for you, i'll trying to accept it.
coz i knew i am the one causing these all..
even deep in my heart i am hoping u'll never leave me..

i don't know how to repair it,
and i have no strength to repair it.

i just have a word.. i am sorry..
thank you so much for being my backbone..always and forever..
and now i have no strength to stand up again..

i am sorry for being there as Pengerusi Nisa' Johor..
i have no more strength..

i am sorry..

walimah adik

bismillah..

adakala kehidakhadiran itu lebih menjaga hati.. Allahu a'lam..

Allahumma Anta maqsudi wa ridhaka matlubi...

Study

Bismillah..

Testing...i'm trying to publish using my tab...

Hehe..

good reading

bismillah..

- the painless PhD

- Literature Review HQ

How to Get Your Literature Review to Write Itself

10 ways to transform your writing

CONCEPT 2013

bismillah..

Nov 16, 2013.. got an email..

Salam,

For the following, please prepare for the abstract and full paper 

for the CONCEPT 2013. You should discuss with your supervisor

before submit the abstract/paper to the IHE.

All must prepare for ORAL (no POSTER) presentation.

Dr Aishah Student	Dr Sugen Student
Arif	Muataz
Nazirah	Reza
Rohayu	Ainul
Wahyuny	Ziera
Munirah	Dayah
Aiza	Farhana
Fatien	Peng

Thank you.

Allahu Akbar.. lately, rasa x nak pergi mana-mana dah utk research selain drp aktiviti experimenting dan writing..

yaAllah, andai penyertaan ini mendekatkan hakima kpd-Mu, permudahkan lah.. andai ia menjadikan hakima menjadi tidak baik, menjauhkan hakima dr-Mu, hindarkan hakima..

wahai Allah yg jiwa hakima, masa hadapan, natijah kehidupan, segala-galanya ttg hakima di tangan-Mu, takdirkanlah segalanya sesuai dgn redha-Mu.. bantulah hakima menjadi lebih baik...

Ilahi anta maqsudi, wa ridhoka mathlubi...thumma a'inni...astaghfirullah walamdulillah 'ala kulli hal...

Allah, terasa sikapku semakin memburuk, fikiranku semakin kotor, amalku yg menipis,,, pandulah hakima..

Allah...Allah...Allah...

urgent + important of work!

copy paste from SoHo Experiential Blog

URGENT! IMPORTANT!

Dear friends of SoHo,

It has been a while; too long in fact. Since our last post, several seasons have turned, LOST was, well, lost, and a new decade has begun. And as many of you know, there have been many changes at SoHo; we have added some fresh faces as well as some babies to our family!

But, we’re back, and planning to be back on a more consistent basis. I’m sure our multitude of religious readers and company stalwarts have been wondering where we've been? Well, it’s simple. 2009 was a challenging year for SoHo, as it was for many others. We saw a reduction in business, and along with a reduction in business, an unfortunate reduction in staff.For the team it meant longer, harder hours to produce quality work for our clients. And, for me and Jeff, the founders of the company, it meant more time engaged in the day-to-day of the company, and less time on corporate communications and PR. As Jeff likes to say, we spent way too much time “Working for the business, instead of working ON the business.”

This is a key thought to keep in mind for any entrepreneurs out there.Growth can only really happen when you are able to take the time to think about your business, improve its systems, and proactively identify new opportunities and implement great ideas.

It is usually after a spell of these harried times that I remind myself of the URGENT/IMPORTANT quadrants of work, and figure out if my time is being invested wisely. For those of you who haven’t heard about the URGENT/IMPORTANT quadrants, it is not a seedy neighborhood on the lower east side. What it is, is a simple tool you can use to easily prioritize your professional work tasks:

As I’ve take the liberty to color code, you can see that the red, Not Important, tasks are the ones to be wary of.

As you go through your mental checklist of tasks, those that fit into the lower left quadrant and the upper right quadrant should be pretty obvious.

For example:

· Submitting Invoices (urgent/important)

· Depositing Checks (urgent/important)

· Deciding the color palate for my next office, which I don’t have yet, or know where it might be (not urgent/not important)

· Picking a theme song for the company picnic, which doesn’t exist (not urgent/not important)

As you might surmise, you will always be focusing on the URGENT AND IMPORTANT things first in life, and are likely not doing anything that is not urgent, and not important. See chart below :-)

The bigger challenge occurs once we get away from those two categories. One can easily confuse urgency and importance. Clients, vendors and associates often need things immediately, and these “last minute” demands can easily overwhelm our ability even to attempt to categorize each task’s importance. Additionally, in some cases, technology has really ‘enhanced’ the urgency of things to the point of dominating overimportance. iPhones, Blackberrys, PDAs and other ubiquitous media technology have so come to dominate our daily lives that time for rest and reflection have become as endangered as political moderates. Ask yourself how many emails you respond to immediately that either don’t require an immediate response, or any response at all. We all do it, because for some reason email makes EVERYTHING feel urgent..

As Admiral Ackbar tells us, getting caught in the world of URGENT/NOT IMPORTANT is a TRAP, and often keeps us from getting to the tasks that are truly important, but not urgent.

The lower right quadrant is where the AHA moments reside. It is in this quadrant that we are able to do critical thinking, and get to the work that is truly the key to growth and success. It is where light bulbs go off, relationships are built, and frankly, where the FUN is had.

Urgency creates stress, and stress, over time, can wear you out, and make even fun things hard. So I’ll sign off on this latest (if somewhat delinquent) missive and see if I can focus on the not-so-urgent but critical things I need to do if I, and the admiral, want to defeat the evil empire. Things like writing this blog.

Cheers!
Rick 

refleksi diri

bismilllah...

akhir2 ini terasa diri kian sukar utk fokus, utk tetap teguh menyelesaikan urusan pengajian terutamanya dengan baik...menulis paper kian terabai, kefahaman juga ingatan pada satu2 perkara menjadi lemah, enthusiasm dalam diri terhadap research kian berkurang..

Allah, betapa lalainya diri ini.. betapa banyak dosa yang telah kulakukan dalam sedar mahupun tidak...

Astaghfirullah...

Ainul Hakimah,
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