my fault.. i am sorry

Bismillah..

this is all my fault.. i admit it, ya Allah..
maybe the bad is from shaytaan, yes i knew already but i did it..
its my bad..to repeat my mistakes again and again..

i'm sorry Allah,,
i'm sorry syg.. these are all my fault.. ini semua salah mama.
u have the right to left all..
if you feel leaving me also will be better for you, i'll trying to accept it.
coz i knew i am the one causing these all..
even deep in my heart i am hoping u'll never leave me..

i don't know how to repair it,
and i have no strength to repair it.

i just have a word.. i am sorry..
thank you so much for being my backbone..always and forever..
and now i have no strength to stand up again..

i am sorry for being there as Pengerusi Nisa' Johor..
i have no more strength..

i am sorry..