buat keputusan, minta petunjuk-Nya

bismillah..

Bila kita buat sesuatu keputusan, kita selalu akan dapat tahu keputusan itu betul atau salah selepas beberapa detik waktu.. mungkin esoknya, mungkin minggu depannya, mungkin bulan depan, mungkin setahun atau beberapa tahun setelahnya..

maka bagaimana pun ia, serahkan pada Allah. setiap keputusan itu Allah ada.. DIA Maha Tahu itu yg terbaik buat kita. ya, itulah kebaikan buat kita. boleh jadi tarbiyah, boleh jadi hadiah..

jadikan ia asbab utk kita mengejar redha-Nya, syurga-Nya, dan kehidupan kita yg abadi di sana..





Allah, Anta Maqsudi wa ridho-Ka matlubi..

alfaqirah,
hakima..

Hidup bersama Allah

Bismillah..

It’s been a while where ummi always tell me (especially when she felt uneasy on me).. that “hakimah tu anak perempuan, belum kahwin.. bwh tanggungjawab ummi ayah, kena duduk dgn ummi ayah”.. it’s quite hurt, i once cried and told her why can’t i choose my life.. and the word hurt her.. i am really sorry, ummi.. i never wanna hurt you, i am trying my best to ease your life with ayah, i am trying to pay what you have gave to us by bought to you some of modern household paying some bills (no I didn’t ungkit, i just want to tell you that i am thinking for you too..always and forever)..

Tinggal berjauhan dr ummi ayah tapi tidak terlalu jauh..

1. Berjauhan - so that ummi can accompany ayah always.. usually, ummi will ask her daughter/son to accompanying her going anywhere, to cook for them, to spend more time chatting and all.. indeed, ayah is much more important. Since melahirkan from 1 to 15 and raising all 14 her offsprings, all the time was spent to us plus we never have maid.. we always grateful and thanks to you, ummi.. Since old days, i see ayah always want ummi to entertain, to accompany and to be always with him. So this is the time you should spend time more together.. sorry this is just my point of view. 

2. Not too far - This is what i choose: to live in the same state with ummi ayah but different district (sebelah je pun: JB-Tebrau) just to ensure if they need me, ease for me to make it.. Amiin..

3. I am sorry for feeling a bit down when one by one my younger sisters and brothers married and blessed with children. No i never jealous, indeed i am happy to see them granted with marriage. Yes ummi will tell, they didn’t live with ummi and ayah, but everyday you’ll contact them and showed you’re very happy with their life, their children and all. Once again, I didn’t jealous. I am sorry to feel that way. It never your fault, it just myself. So when i live alone, i am more happy because i live with Allah. Alhamdulillah.

May Allah guide me always.. this is just my self ijtihad, might be wrong might be right. To Allah i rely..

Allahu Musta’ann..

rumah Kembia,

Puteri Wangsa.

Positive Affirmations

Read it aloud before going to bed or before leaving bed in morning 

Positive Affirmations

I am constantly growing and developing

I am powerful

I achieve whatever I put my mind to

I am a positive thinker

I am always developing myself in every area of my life

I believe in myself deeply

I am constantly improving

I am focused on being the best I can be at all times

My awareness is always expanding and developing

Personal development comes naturally to me

I find it easy to maintain a positive attitude

I feel a deep sense of power and possibility within myself

I am the kind of person who is always learning and discovering

I naturally expect to succeed at whatever I’m doing

I enjoy working to improve myself

Personal growth and development are important to me

Believing in myself is natural and normal

Constantly improving in every area of my life is something I just do naturally

My mind is focused one excelling in every area of my life

@Positivity

Positive thinking

[This is the entry copied from Positivity Telegram Channel]

True positive thinking is not the absence of negative thoughts. 

It's the ability to feel negative when you have to and still maintain enough hope to keep on going. 

Life throws us twist and turns that can make us feel bad. 

You don’t have to block negative feelings that simply show you are human. 

Just make the choice not to let them hold you back. 

A positive person never allows the reality of the moment to stop them from seeing a better future and climbing as many mountains as it takes to get there.