Retire?

Bismillah..

Should i retire now? Alhamdulillah some of my mission is achieved.. 

In some of conflict that i face, people might think that “just do your work, ignore the others”.. hehe this is jamaah work. Please don’t see it as individual. This what i am always stressed out.. functionalize our organization at the top level, strengthens and unite them.. then next level, and next and next.. when there is no wehdatul fikr, how you will make sure wehdatul amal will happen.. 

When i am always stressed this out, i was misunderstood.. hehe so i think my absence will be much more better isn’t it? 

Maybe this is the time of my retirement, but jamaah is always in my heart.. i will always aupport and guide if you need me.. my heart will goes on with you all insyaAllah..

(Hehe, still thinking and istikharah for the best..)